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The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me – Chapter 83: Infiltration

Chapter 83: Infiltration

Infiltration

Young Master, did the meeting go well?

When Frey emerged from the dark cellar and left the information guild, Kania was waiting in the carriage.

Yes. I completed all the tasks I had to do.

Thats good.

Frey climbed onto the carriage and uttered a brief reply as Kania quietly nodded her head in response. After staring at her silently, he frowned faintly and questioned her.

Kania, what did you do to my collar?

Kania slowly averted her gaze in response to those words.

Kania?

She averted her gaze even further and furrowed her brows, then she began to stare blankly at me.

Tell me quickly, what did you do?

I just cast a simple spell to thwart anyones plans of harming the Young Master.

But why did I feel black magic when it activated?

It must have been because of your mood.

Her gaze shifted towards the window again as she spoke. I clasped her face and pivoted her face towards me. I glared daggers at her and received a smirk in response.

Everything I do is to benefit the Young Master, so dont worry.

I believe you.

I was slightly skeptical, but decided to trust Kania due to our bond. I started the carriage and spoke.

Well then Please give me the report that has been delayed for this past week.

Alright. First of all, we should talk about the Moonlight family and the Young Masters friends.

Kania cast her black magic to apply soundproofing magic within the carriage. She retrieved a notebook from her pocket.

In conclusion, the Elders Council has collapsed and the Secret Head has fled.

Damn, I guess I couldnt get him.

Yes. But with this, Young Lady Serena has risen from a puppet to the real head of the family, so I believe the outcome is somewhat favorable.

Despite hearing those words, I sighed, and then spoke with a grim expression on my face.

Well, thats good and all but Serenas Curse of Familial Subordination is the issue.

In response to those words, Kanias expression darkened as she spoke.

Is there really no method for breaking the Curse of Familial Subordination?

Even my ancestor, who knew everything about this game, was incapable of finding a solution to this curse and one other issue in particular.

What is that other issue?

Ah, thats my

I was about to reply to Kania, but I quickly came to my senses and shut my mouth firmly.

Young Master? Why did you stop speaking?

Its nothing. The other issue isnt even mentioned in the prophecy.

I closed my eyes and began to recall the contents of the prophecy.

After failing for the 756th time, I started looking for ways to increase lifespan and life force. Otherwise, I thought I would never be able to break free from this endless cycle. However, even after spending several months, I couldnt find a solution.

My ancestors complaints, which continued for what seemed like eternity, ended with these words.

So, as a last resort, I tampered with the games code. There existed a dummy code that increases lifespan and life force similar to the Curse of Familial Subordination, but there was no way for me to execute that code. Its a real shame.

Ive never experienced his world firsthand, so I cant understand it completely, but I can roughly grasp his meaning.

In short, there is no way for me to increase my lifespan and life force currently.

Well, Im unsure why, but lately there have been numerous errors in the prophetic book, so maybe there might be some hope

Young Master, what are you thinking about?

N-nothing.

I had been contemplating for some time. Only after noticing Kanias worried expression did I come to my senses.

I think it would be better to focus on the current situation rather than having vague hopes for something that was built on ideas with no particular foundation.

Next report, about tracking the scroll merchant

You couldnt locate him, correct?

Unfortunately, I couldnt.

Kania lowered her head in shame. I sighed and spoke again to reassure her.

Its fine. Im not trying to rebuke you.

But

In the first place, he might not be someone we can locate.

If the person we are looking for is the one who sold the scroll to the Demon King in the finale of the second ordeal maybe this was a hopeless investigation from the beginning.

I made Kania search for an anonymous person who was even able to deceive the Demon King all by himself.

Then would you like for me to abandon the search?

No, lets increase our efforts, even if the expenditure and risk increases.

Still, we cant just concede. After all, lazy folks were never graced by victory.

Alright, now, for the final report.

Kania cleared her throat and began to report again after her inquiry.

The Church recently withdrew the requirements for volunteer work at the orphanage.

Huh? Why Ah.

My expression became puzzled in response to those words. I then recalled that I had ordered Dmir Khan, the Second-in-Command of the Demon Kings army, to pressurize the Pope.

It was a result of my actions. To be honest, volunteering was fun but the chances of getting caught were far too high.

It was the correct decision. The orphanage is full of staff anyway, so it wont result in any issues if the Young Master doesnt volunteer.

With a smile on my face, I briefly glanced at Kania before speaking.

Lets create a charity later.

A charity?

As Kania frowned in response to those words, I spoke in a cold sweat.

No, thats Originally the plan was only to donate to the orphanage, but whenever I went to perform volunteer work, it felt so pleasing to see the smiling faces of the children. There are also other reasons

Is that so?

Yeah, so, if the circumstances allow for it, a charity

Do we have any capital?

I replied with a confident expression on my face.

There is still a large sum of secret funds that my father has provided me. If its insufficient, Ill acquire the rest by robbing the Demon Kings treasury.

the Demon Kings army wont do anything?

Thats right, Im receiving funds from various different sources. Its obviously dirty money, so Im a little reluctant, but I wondered if I could use it for a good cause

Sigh

In response to my words, Kania heaved a sigh and spoke.

I understand what you are saying. However, unlike an orphanage, a charitable foundation requires several times greater time and manpower.

I understand that if we rush setting it up, the setup could go awry. Id like to set up the foundation slowly over time

Alright.

As Kania replied and wrote in her notebook, I spoke with a worried expression.

If its too difficult, dont overdo it. I can assist with the charitable foundation so if you just focus on the orphanage

If I entrusted such a thing to an idiot who said that creating a charity foundation would heal him rather than spending money for his own needs, were sure to run into problems. So, Ill take care of it.

Kania smiled as she uttered those words.

Thank you, Kania. Ill do my best to deal with the cleanup and administration.

You dont need to thank me. Im your aide.

As Kania bowed and spoke, she immediately inquired with a sharp gaze.

By the way, what is that other issue?

Oh, that?

I flinched briefly in response to those words. I averted my gaze and spoke.

It doesnt really matter, so

Tell me, Young Master. I need to know everything to assist you.

If we set up a foundation, the main scenario in the future will become much easier.

In response, Kania inquired with a puzzled expression.

Shouldnt you have said that from the beginning?

I just I didnt want to burden you with a large amount of work.

Kania bowed her head suddenly as I spoke with a slightly embarrassed expression.

Thank you for always worrying about me, Young Master.

For a brief moment, silence ensued in the carriage.

By the way, Irina was talking about Lulu earlier.

As my whisper broke the silence, Kania, who had her head lowered, began to glance at me secretly.

Kania, could you send me into Lulus subconscious?

Kania frowned in response to those words.

Its possible, but I wouldnt recommend it.

Why?

The subconscious mind is a very dangerous place. Aside from the minds of people like the Young Master, all sorts of threats may be lurking.

Kania cleared her throat mid speech before continuing again with a serious expression plastered on her face.

Even when entering the subconscious space of ordinary people, you could potentially lose yourself. When penetrating the mind of a mentally unstable person such as Ms. Lulu, there is no guarantee of your safety.

Well

I looked at Kanias serious expression and contemplated for a moment, then sighed and spoke.

So, youre in danger too?

Im fine, because Ive penetrated a lot of peoples subconscious.

Alright, then it looks like Ill have to infiltrate her subconscious.

When I reached that conclusion, Kania stared at me with a stunned expression.

Did you even hear what I said?

Yes, you said Ill be safe if Im with you.

Sigh

As Frey stared at Kania with a questioning expression on his face, she let out a deep sigh. .

Please take care of yourself, Young Master.

Before I could respond, the carriage began to rattle. I scratched my head and gazed out the window.

Weve already arrived. Then, lets visit Lulu.

..Yes.

I exited the carriage and began walking towards the mansion with Kania, who displayed a dissatisfied expression.

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Shes still sleeping.

Although it had been quite some time since they left to visit the information guild, Lulu was still fast asleep.

In fact, it would be more correct to say that she had fainted rather than been asleep.

Did I hit the back of her neck too hard? Next time, Ill have to adjust my power before I hit her.

Are you ready?

Yes, Im ready.

Again, never come in contact with objects or beings in Lulus subconscious, and if the administrator of her subconscious appears

She had stated that she would be fine with sending me into Lulus subconscious. Yet, Kania was already warning me for the fifth time. She was clearly quite worried.

Kania, lets stop now and send me in. Lulu will wake up at this rate.

All right.

I interjected, and only after urging her, did Kania begin preparations to dive into her subconscious.

Whoosh

The dark mana that Kania summoned emerged and engulfed Lulu and myself.

Keep in mind, you must beware of the administrator.

As I overheard Kanias words through my fading consciousness, I was sucked into Lulus subconscious.

Oh my God

Its more serious than I thought.

As I arrived in Lulus subconscious, what appeared before my eyes were various weapons.

Why is her subconscious space filled with objects that could be utilized for self-harm or suicide?

It is likely Ms. Lulus most fervent desire being expressed.

You mean her suicidal thoughts?

Kania nodded her head with a firm expression in response. Even for her, who had entered the subconscious realm of numerous humans, the subconscious space in Lulu seemed quite dangerous.

This is pretty dangerous.

Unsurprisingly, Kania began speaking to me with a nervous expression on her face after surveying our vicinity for some time.

Of course, Ive seen many more bizarre and terrifying subconsciouses than this one. However, what worries me is the abundance of weapons. If the situation goes awry, well have to make an emergency escape.

I nodded with a nervous expression and scanned our surroundings.

Uh, someones over there?

Huh?

A child resembling Lulu was found in a crouching posture. I pointed in her direction and spoke, but Kania widened her eyes in response.

Its strange. The administrator of a subconscious ordinarily would never reveal themselves, often taking any means necessary to stay concealed

Is it because Lulu lacks affection?

That reasoning would make the most sense. And, if it were true

Kania spoke in a low voice as she stared at the crouching Lulu.

She seems to be craving love far more than I had ever imagined.

I swallowed my saliva and slowly began to approach Lulu.

Young Master, are you really going to converse without suppressing the administrator?

Yes, you said that if we attempt to overpower the administrator, it can become uncooperative. So, lets attempt to talk to her.

Be careful, Young Master.

Kania summoned black chains and aimed at Lulu, ready to fire at any given moment. Noticing her use of magic, I gazed forward with a reassured expression.

Hey, Lulu?

I spoke carefully after reaching Lulu, who was still crouching down.

Shall we talk?

The events that occur in the presence of Lulu, the administrator of this subconscious space, would not be instilled in the real Lulu. Therefore, I spoke in the kindest voice possible. Yet, Lulu remained silent for some unknown reason.

Lulu, dont keep ignoring me, talk to me

I squatted down in front of her, and the moment I carefully raised her head, I couldnt help but panic.

Hahaha

Lu-Lulu.

Ha ha ha ha ha.

The head that I lifted was in a complete mess.

She had dozens of cuts on her arms, a red mark around her neck, a face full of scars and bruises, and dark circles under her eyes.

Her nails were chewed up, her body covered with cuts and bruises, and her legs helplessly limp.

Id seen individuals with such conditions before. However, if this was the real Lulu, and not the administrator of her subconscious, I would probably have died from shock.

Frey Are you Frey? Hello.

As I was deep in my thoughts, she greeted me with her eyes open.

Oh, hello

Im sorry.

Before I could receive Lulus greeting, she began speaking in a soulless voice.

Ill use you. Ill receive your attention and affection, and Ill break the stigma on me, even if its just a twisted form of affection in which you treat me like a pet.

Right.

Youre going to become miserable. Everyone who ever cares for me has been trapped in my curse.

Of course, Im more miserable than Lulu, so Im unaffected by her stigma. Thus, I had a composed expression in front of her. Upon noticing my expression, her expression became noticeably darker.

Why? Are you afraid of being unhappy? Are you afraid?

No, Im not afraid

Youre a villain. You deserve to die. So, theres nothing wrong with using you. Rather, its for the benefit of society.

Hey, Lulu? Can you hear me?

Im not guilty. I didnt do anything wrong uh

Lulu didnt seem to care even as I waved my hand in her face. She spoke to herself when suddenly, a panicked expression materialized on her face.

I didnt do anything? I did do something.

What do you mean?

M-My misfortune enveloped all the students This attack was because of my curse because of my misfortune, everyone almost died

A deep wound began to form on Lulus body once those words were uttered.

Its my fault Its because of me I should just die. Im trash. Because of me, innocent children

Its not your fault. Ill explain why, so listen to me for a moment

Its all my fault!!!

I tried to converse with her somehow, but she wouldnt talk to me at all.

Lulu, please listen GAH!

Crunch Crunch

All its all my fault hehe

The moment I spoke to her with a glimmer of hope in me, an unknown grip began to pressure me.

I must die Yes, if I dont die, the world will be in danger So, one day, soon

Clank!!!

The chains that Kania had summoned enclosed Lulu after an unknown force lifted me into the air.

Pooh!

The unknown force released me from the grip and dropped me to the floor once Lulu was chained and lifted into the air.

Young Master! Are you alright?

Schluk! Schluk!

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts It hurts

I stood with the support of Kania who had sprinted towards me with a pale face. I noticed Lulu being shackled and raised in the air, her body visibly being torn apart by invisible knives as her blood percolated from her newly produced orifices.

Whoosh

Oh my god.

In the next moment, all the weapons in the subconscious space materialized in the air and pointed at me and Kania.

Because I have to endure this insurmountable pain I just desire death.

Young Master, brace yourself.

When an ominous noise was emitted from between Lulus lips, Kania, who had been observing the situation anxiously until then, whispered to me.

I think we need to make an emergency escape.

Whoosh!!

As Kania uttered those words, the weapons in the air began gravitating towards us all at once.

Craaack!!

In response, Kania released black mana from her body and distorted the space around us.

Ahhhh

Hold on a little longer, Young Master.

Kania whispered to me in a soft voice as I was grinding my teeth while enduring the excruciating pain.

Crack! Crack!

Kania held me in her arms. I gazed in Lulus direction before slowly losing my consciousness.

I have to die but

The weapons Lulu had summoned with the intent of eviscerating her and us came to a halt before shredding her body.

Gasp Gasp

I opened my eyes to the floor of the mansion, heavily gasping for air.

Young Master! Are you alright!?

Just barely.

Normally, I would have attempted to reassure Kania by stating there was nothing to worry about, but this was one instance in which I couldnt.

It felt as if my body was being torn apart by the unfathomable pain while I was being squeezed by an immense grip.

Kania, are you alright?

Im alright.

Due to the immense pain paralyzing me momentarily, I belatedly inquired about Kanias safety.

She stared at me with a worried expression and spoke.

In truth, the emergency evacuation was designed for only one person to escape If the Young Master escapes with me, it is natural for problems to occur.

I see.

I nodded my head blankly in response, then glanced at Lulu lying unconscious on the bed and fell deep in thought.

So, what are you planning to do?

After contemplating for what felt like eternity, Kania quietly inquired.

Using her subconscious as confirmation, we can affirm that Lulu is currently in a poor mental state, is that correct?

Thats correct.

And, the reason is because of the stigma of misfortune enveloping her. You agree with this statement, right?

Yes, but why do you keep asking questions like that

I watched as Kania tilted her head as she inquired. I quickly signed and replied to her inquiry.

Well, theres only one solution.

Kania frowned deeply and spoke.

T-Then the Young Master will be penalized

Ill have to regulate the amount.

I responded calmly and added in a low voice as her face began to configure an expression of bewilderment in regards to my absurd idea.

Itll be alright.

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Ugh

Lulu, who was lying flat on the bed, struggled to open her eyes.

I want to die

She muttered the usual words she uttered everytime she woke up and began to groan as she tried to get up.

Are you finally awake?

Huh!?

She scrambled back with a startled expression on her face upon noticing me beside her.

Ah, dont move. Youll get injured again.

Huh?

She questioned me while wearing a bewildered expression on her face when I spoke to her in a soft voice in contrast to my customary cursing.

Is your arm alright? It was injured, so I took it upon myself to treat it.

Uh

In response to those words, Lulu gazed down at her arm and found a luxurious bandage covering her arm. She inquired with a trembling voice.

W-why are you being nice to me?

Huh?

Hearing that, I

What are you saying

responded while stroking Lulus head with an expression suggesting that it was only natural for me to do so.

If my pet gets hurt, her value will decrease.

The time has come to save her.

Chapter end

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Catalogue
Chapter 0: Prologue - Like that, I Got Fucked
Chapter 1: This Fucking World
Chapter 2: Entering the Academy
Chapter 3: Freshmen Welcome Party
Chapter 4: Sleeping with the Enemy
Chapter 5: The Clue
Chapter 6: Field Practice
Chapter 7: Talking Face-to-Face
Chapter 8: Main Quest
Chapter 9: Back Alley
Chapter 10: The Hero's Advent
Chapter 11: A Variable Shows Up
Chapter 12: The Auction
Chapter 13: The Secret Battle
Chapter 14: Alliance, and
Chapter 15: A Lucky Day
Chapter 16: A Space In The Subconsciousness
Chapter 17: Mixed Feelings
Chapter 17.5: The Hero and the Main Heroines
Chapter 18: Starting The Quest
Chapter 19: A Perfect Crime
Chapter 20: Right-Hand Man
Chapter 21: Healing
Chapter 22: Caught...?
Chapter 23: The Threat
Chapter 24: Being a Hero Is Hard
Chapter 25: Memories
Chapter 26: An Accident
Chapter 27: The Demonic Hideout
Chapter 28: Hardships And Adversities
Chapter 29: The Desperate Struggle
Chapter 30: Extinguishing Stars and Shining Moon
Chapter 31: The Apple Never Falls Too Far From The Tree
Chapter 32: Prelude
Chapter 33: The Meeting
Chapter 34: Appearance
Chapter 35: A Friend
Chapter 36: Bombshell
Chapter 37: Discussions
Chapter 38: The Moon Shining Upon The Stars
Chapter 39: Raid On The Commoner’s Dormitory (1)
Chapter 40: Raid On The Commoner’s Dormitory (2)
Chapter 41: The Conclusions Of The Case
Chapter 42: Memories of the Hero and the Mage
Chapter 42.5: The Hero and the Main Heroines (2)
Chapter 43: Similar, Yet Different
Chapter 44: Waking Up From the Slumber
Chapter 45: Update
Chapter 46: As Planned
Chapter 47: The First Ordeal
Chapter 48: The False Evil
Chapter 49: The Second Quest
Chapter 50: The Dumb Saintess
Chapter 51: The Underground Labyrinth
Chapter 52: Explosive Situation
Chapter 53: Transformation
Chapter 54: The Truth and Delusion
Chapter 55: Traces
Chapter 56: What I Wished Wouldn’t Happen
Chapter 57: Awakening
Chapter 58: A Puppy's Love
Chapter 59: A Special Exam
Chapter 60: Always Watch Your Mouth
Chapter 61: Creating Variables
Chapter 62: An Incredible Misunderstanding
Chapter 63: Unprecedented
Chapter 64: The Moonlight on the Stars
Chapter 65: Secret Meeting
Chapter 66: The Dark Side of the Moon
Chapter 67: Lack of Affection
Chapter 68: The Rat
Chapter 69: Diary
Chapter 70: Remember
Chapter 71: The Second Ordeal
Chapter 72: The Bad Ending
Chapter 73: The Beginning of Hell
Chapter 74: An Unfulfilled Promise
Chapter 75: The Moon to the Stars
Chapter 76: The Fading Sun
Chapter 77: Sunrise Primrose
Chapter 78: End Of The Ordeal
Chapter 79: Cleaning up
Chapter 80: The Letter
Chapter 81: Sunset
Chapter 82: The Conspiracy
Chapter 83: Infiltration
Chapter 84: Stockholm Syndrome
Chapter 85: An Invitation
Chapter 86: The Moon's Gift
Chapter 87: The Promise
Chapter 88: The Cat’s Hidden Thoughts
Chapter 89: Birthday Party
Chapter 90: A Regrettable Choice
Chapter 91: The Stolen Flower
Chapter 92: Cleaning Up Trash
Chapter 93: The Disciple
Chapter 94: Surrender
Chapter 95: Sentence
Chapter 96: Pandemonium
Chapter 97: The Sun And Stars’ Past
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